As many of you know, I have been feeling so down lately. My heart just seems constantly saddened, not only by the baby situation but other things in my life that I can't seem to get over. It seems when someone hurts me I have the hardest time getting over it. I don't like that feeling, so I got out the BIble again for some encouragement and came upon what I needed. I know I've posted about reading the Bible before, but I have just found a comfort in it today that is greatly needed. I feel these posts aren't the most "popular" as no one seems to comment on them, but that's not why I post. I am doing this so one day our child will know how much we desired to make them a part of our family and how mommy's heart hurt until she got her precious gift from God.
"I waited patiently for the Lord; He inclined unto me, and heard my cry."
Psalms 40:1
I know if I continue to pray and patiently work for the Lord, He'll hear my cry.
3 years ago
I have had to do that a lot lately as well. We are trying to have a family and nothing seems to be working, so I have been down a lot lately as well. The Bible always makes me feel better!
ReplyDeleteAmanda Hughes (Taught at Natcher in Sp. Ed. last year)
You don't know me, but I just happened to stumble upon your blog through a friend's. I just want to thank you for posting this. It was just what I needed today, too. My husband and I are struggling to start our family, as well (and have been for nearly 3 years now). I'll be praying for you and the outcome your heart so desires.
ReplyDeleteAlways sorry to hear you are feeling sad. Hope your days brighten up soon!
ReplyDeleteI loved your post and sweet baby Cassady will know just how much he or she is loved and what a special mommy he/she has! You know I am always here for you. I am glad you started this blog. Not only is it a help to you but as I read the comments this blog helps others! Love you!!
ReplyDeleteHey Emily - I've been stalking( that sounds horrible doesn't it?)your blog for a while but finally decided to comment after talking to Allie and Neesa today. I wasn't sure if you would remember me from our block classes or not, because you know . .. it has been a while! Anyway, just wanted to let you know that there's another person out here praying for you, Adam, and Baby Cassady.
ReplyDeleteEmily, I have been thinking of and praying for you and Adam. I cannot begin to imagine how frustrating the wait must be. I truly believe he will hear your cry...
ReplyDeleteThank you for posting this quote. I needed it as well!
We are still praying for you guys and want to continue to encourage you to put your faith in God! I know how hard it is to overcome things that we encounter and when others hurt us, but I have also came to understand that in order to overcome these obstacles that we have to keep our sight on the BIG picture....serving the "Good Lord." There is hardly a day that goes by that I don't remember you guys in my prayers and ask God to give you patience and understanding as you await this precious bundle that I know you will soon be blessed with! I love you more than you will ever know and if you are ever feeling sad and need a shoulder to cry on I am just a phone call away! Loved the quote...you are always a strength to me! XOXOXOXO
ReplyDeleteIt is so hard sometimes to be patient when you want something so badly! Keeping you in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteComing from someone who reads the Bible everyday, I completely understand how comforting it can be and how, at just the right time, God can reveal a passage that fills the heart. Whispering prayers daily for you to have continued faith and hope, as well as prayers for the (sooner rather than later) arrival of Baby Cassady!
ReplyDeleteYour post reminded me of a song that I often sing when I'm down. Part of it says:
ReplyDelete"He understands when all I can do is cry.
He feels the hurt, that no one can see down inside. And, when the words get in the way, I know He still hears, for He understands my tears." This song brought me lots of comfort when we were hoping for a baby so much. I would put my "brave face" on for everyone, but few people knew how truly sad I was. But, as you know, our prayer was answered, and I have tons of faith that yours is going to be too. Love you and am always here if you need me! :-)
Hey there. This is probably a blast from the past and I am not sure if you even remember me, but it seems we have some mutual friends (and a very similar married name! lol) and I stumbled upon your blog recently. I looked for an email address and couldn't find one, so a comment will have to do. I've been praying about whether it would be totally weird for me to say anything and figured I would err on the side of good intentions. We've been down a long and winding road to build our family and - long story short - have made some connections in the adoption world that you might be interested in. I just thought I would put that out there and let you know I'm happy to share anything I have learned with you, if and when you're interested. Regardless, I am praying for you and your husband as you patiently wait upon the Lord to build your sweet family. When we delight ourselves in Him, He really does give us the desires of our hearts. ;)
ReplyDeleteEmily Miller Cassetty